The Night

The night. Often the time where I find most of my thoughts culminating and percolating in my mind. I close my eyes. I open them. Words form. Sounds are heard - internally of course - I don't usually hear voices or conjure up visions. I am semi-normal, I hope.

This night is like my normal night on steroids. I am tired. Unbelievably tired, my body fatigued. I can't escape this string of thoughts. Yet, that's the biggest problem. There are so many thoughts, I can't quite pinpoint them. I do not know which one to focus on at all. Maybe it's because I am so tired, but I can't even comprehend the moment.

I decide to go on a run to clear my head. My go-to playlist consists of Ellie Goulding, Pearl Jam (of course) and Katy Perry's 'Roar' (because it's awesome). This seems to have helped at least for now.

Time to really just unwind and relax with a cup of tea. Oh yes. That's the stuff right there. Is that a yawn coming on? Why yes, yes it is.

My goodness, this post is ridiculous and wholly un-important. Yet, the screen tires my eyes even more - which I consider a win.

I will look upon this post soon and think, wow, delete. But for now...

I leave you night, and soon I will welcome the morning. After a beautiful, beautiful sleep.